The hardest decision I have ever had to make…

So sorry Jodie, i heard about this but didnt want to say anything until you were ready to post!  Im sure you did your best for Amber, and she will know that!  :'( :'(

(((HUGS))) to you!  :-*

Run free Amber  :'( :'(

run free amber x

it is never easy to make these sorts of decisions – our hearts tell us to keep trying whilst our heads tell us we not winning and that argument within ourselves starts to cloud issues – then there is the feelings of failure to cope with and then hope appears for a short time and then more failure then guilt and when children are invovled there is all that worry and emotion too

i am so sorry it didnt work out for you all – i know what a hard decision it was and that you did all that you could but the weeks she had with you were most likely the best ones of her life – you know i think you made the correct decision and i think you know me well enough by now to know i dont come to that sort of conclusion lightly – the memories will get better – you will begin to remember her as she was on the good days

hugs  :-*

run free amber girl – now you can fly with the wind  :'(

I’m so sorry Jodie :'( it’s not an easy decision but you’ve done what best for Amber and your family.

Run Free Amber :-*

I stood by your bed last night,
I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying,
You found it hard to sleep

I whined to you softly
As you brushed away a tear,
“It’s me, I haven’t left you,
I’m well, I’m fine, I’m here.”

I was close to you at breakfast,
I watched you pour the tea,
You were thinking of the many times,
Your hands reached down to me.

I was with you at the shops today,
Your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels,
I wish I could do more.

I was with you at my grave today,
You tend it with such care.
I want to re-assure you,
That I’m not lying there.

I walked with you towards the house,
As you fumbled for your key.
I gently put my paw on you,
I smiled and said “It’s me”

You looked so very tired,
And sank into a chair,
I tried so hard to let you know,
That I was standing there.

It’s possible for me,
To be so near you every day.
To say to you with certainty,
“I never went away.”

You sat there very quietly,
Then smiled, I think you knew…
In the stillness of that evening,
I was very close to you.

And when the time is right for you,
To cross the brief divide,
I’ll rush across to greet you,
And we’ll stand,side by side.

I have so many things to show you,
There is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out…
Then come home to be with me.

Run free Amber :-*
Jodie you did more for her than most people would do – she is at peace now instead of being unhappy so don’t beat yourself up.

Its a year today that we had to let Marley our rescue afghan go to the bridge :'(
A decision that was very hard, but with the vets backing; one that was made :'(
The frustration/guilt does fade and eventually the happy memories filter through.
Thinking of you :-*

so sorry… run free Amber  :-*